Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Please don't let me down...

As my title to this post states, it is rather obvious what I am referring too... Well first and foremost, the title of my post is actually lyrics to a new song that one of my favorite bands just posted recently. Frankly, I can't get enough of the new song, and it's been playing on repeat.

But I digress.... My last post was prior to the new year and thus much could have happened between then and now. Alas this is not necessarily the case, but some changes have been made. My ship has sailed from my prior job and I am now moving to a new one. I have good feelings about this, yet part of me knows how fragile my state of mind is, and thus perhaps this idea known as hope is futile. One of my favorite movies, as cheesy as it is, would always state that hope is the best of things. Hell, in fact, it was the central motif of the whole film. Regardless I have learned from experience that hope perhaps is not the best of things when one hopes way too much. Now I sound like a debbie downer, but I'd rather be pleasantly surprised than all together crushed.

I am hoping that this new year brings me lots of new joys. I think I deserve it. My last couple of years have failed me as such and perhaps karma is going to stay positive on my end this year. What can I hope for other than that? I guess that's a fine balance between not being too hopeful and not being too pessimistic. We shall see now shall we??