Wednesday, October 27, 2010

As the wheels churn...

My proclamation is simple and that is to work on me for me... I believe I stated this in my last post as I was losing track of what it is to be and how to truly define myself. I was putting myself in others when in reality I needed to control self. Truly I am a people person, and seemingly so, one of my biggest fears is being alone.

Alas I have been working on self as of late and trying not to focus on others. This in itself can be quite a task coming from me. New people are coming into my life and for that I am truly blessed. People that I can foresee a wonderful future with. Yet it makes me digress from my main objective on achieving my own personal goals.

I need to get out of the hole that I have currently placed myself in. I blame it on karma, on the universe, and everything else but myself when in reality, I have myself to blame as well. This is my time. Stop this sluggard approach and get on it.