Ripples

A feeling of restlessness... Perhaps created?? Perhaps intrinsic?? Everyday a dull hum in my continual cycle of monotony...

Understanding more and more what life is... Monotony after monotony... Cyclical and mundane... Maybe I'm becoming a Nihilist... Maybe I'm just a realist... Maybe this is what it is, and life is finally settling into what it is supposed to be. Somehow I doubt that though. Somehow I find it hard to swallow. When one emanates ambition and a willingness for success, one must somehow achieve said goal. Perhaps this is reality and I have been living in a dream all along. Perhaps...


Regardless, this I know for sure, a change is a necessity in order to cure myself from my so called cabin fever.